Sit back and
Don't
Worry, I will
Never
Hurt you again.
Grow old with me.
(What?)
Grow with me.
Don't you see?
We are better
Together
Than apart.
(Is that what this is all about?)
Chained, we are not
Chained,
No, we are free
Together
And I can see all the oh so
Beautiful stars
And if they all wanted me,
I would
Still
Rather have you by my side.
I ask of you
Nothing
But to love me
Forever,
Never ever
To be apart.
For you see, when I hold you,
I will never be able to
Let you go.
Does it scare you?
That I have
Fallen
(Don't look up, you'll get sick)
In love with you?
That I
Want
You so badly I burn?
That my love will last
Forever?
Does it?
Does it?
Don't.
I'm so
Very
Afraid that I'll
Wake
One day to find this was all a
Dream.
I've never felt so happy for so long
Ever,
So I must be asleep.
Can you read my thoughts?
Don't doubt,
Know
That you can.
Through all my blubbering,
All my desire to
End
It before you can
Hurt
Me (Happiness is
Bought
With agony alone),
All I really want,
All I really know,
Is you.
Can't you see I'm
Scared?
Yes, I am scared of
You.
Scared you are truly as
Perfect as I know you are.
I don't know if I
Deserve you, only that
I love you.
I'm not used to beauty
Staying with me,
It runs (repulsed) usually.
Scared am I, but also
Too in love to care.
Truly Madly Deeply
And all that shit.
I only wish to hold you,
To touch you,
To puddle myself in your arms.
I love you, and I am
Afraid,
But fear has no effect on
(Be still) my heart.
I love you.
Fuck the fear.
I love you.
Such simplicity
I swear
I don't belong
(Sanity come back to me!)
In with all these
Perfect
People, they don't seem to
Like me anyways.
I'm only tolerable because of Marcie.
I wish you were here,
I fit in
(Side)
Nicely with you.
Sleepy saddles, sing me to
Sleep.
(Where?!? I see no sleep.)
I'm sick
And I'm tired and
Above all
(Stand up nice and tall now)
I want to go home to your
Heart, where I truly
Belong.
Oh sing to me, make the pain
Leave me,
I don't want it anymore.
(If I hear him yell one more time...)
You'll what?
Do nothing of course.
Did I mention how very
Scared
I am
Sleeping now.

copyright © 2003 Cosette Aranaine
Written 7/6/99